Deep Thoughts
I think I’m having the post-Halloween blues. I woke up with a headache and things have just gone downhill from there… It doesn’t help that my job is uncertain right now and my master’s project has gone nowhere in two months. I’m completely out of shape, since I fell off the diet and excercise wagon months ago. I feel I’ve pretty much lost control of a bunch of things in my life – which is silly, since I can change everything but the uncertain job. (And I suppose there are even ways to change that, too.) I guess it’s time to make some changes…if it just weren’t so darn hard to do, I would’ve done it months ago. But hey, nothing worth doing is ever easy, right?
(Sorry for the depressing post, but hey, that’s what a journal’s for, after all.)
Hey Sarah, This note sounds like something I could have written about 7 months ago. My advice is just to figure out what you really want. I decided that I needed to be in good shape, regardless of whatever else was going on in my life. I joined ediets.com and lost quite a bit of weight in 4 months. I started exercising a lot, too. It doesn’t make things perfect, but it does feel much better. At any rate, I think it is great that you posted this.– Cindy